allisonatmidnight

wow.

i feel like i just got punched in the stumach and bitch slapped at the same time.

maybe some of you know that feeling.

that sensation in the pit of your stumach.

the searing anger rising up your spine, making you shiver.

the gritted teeth.

and the only words going through your mind are

"what the fuck."

and

"that is so messed up"

and of course

"what about me?"

best friends mean i pulled the trigger, best friends mean you get what you deserve...

taking back sunday = soundtrack for tonight.

did i get what i deserve?

or did you?

Allison.